I struggled with the words to put here but I couldn't not write anything. This year without you is unbearable and there are so many milestones to get through. I know you would want me to be strong for my family and myself, believe me I am trying, but inside I want to scream you name until you stand by my side once more. Happy Christmas Dad, maybe this year you will finally enjoy it with mum. xxx

My father kept a garden A garden of the heart He planted all the good thing That gave my life a start He turned me to the sunshine And encouraged me to dream Fostering and nurturing the seeds of self esteem And when the wind and rain came He protected me enough But not so much because he knew I would stand up strong and tough His constant good example Always taught me right from wrong Markers for the pathway that would last my lifetime long I am my fathers garden To him I will be true Thank you Dad for tending me And just for being you.

The love we have for Grandad Will never fade away. We'll think of him, our special friend Throughout each passing day. We'll walk into the room And see his empty chair; Although we know he's resting, We'll feel his presence there. The memories of his laughter, His warm and loving smile, His eyes so full of happiness, His heart that of a child. Memories are forever Be they laughter or of tears, Memories we will treasure Through all the forthcoming years.